Thursday, January 14, 2010

Insomnia, I think so

It is 3 am and I am awake stressing over a test locked in a filing cabinet in my classroom that a student was supposed to take on Tuesday. Naturally I can do nothing about it now but I will be driving to work in the morning to take it out of the filing cabinet and to make sure it gets taken care of tomorrow/today. It will also give me the chance to read the reports on my students and see how things are going as well as copy or print some more activities.

Ugh I feel so dumb right now. But on the bright side insomnia has helped me download pictures from my camera onto the computer and then onto facebook and order a Valentine's Day "present" for my living room. I am pretty pumped about it! Now I will just need to recruit someone to hang it up for me!

Also in the hours I have been awake I have decided to start blogging about my attempts to make it through the Love Dare; a journey in trying to love Reid a whole lot more and to make sure he knows it. Tonight I went through our wedding pictures as I finally found some to put into the picture mats that were signed (almost 2 years ago). We were married in what feels like a fairy land. As much as I complain about how things could have been better they were pretty amazing.

Now if only I could fall asleep *but if I do fall asleep I think I will not be wanting to get up to drive into work to fix the whole exam in the locked drawer issue. Literally I am wide awake which is going to throw off my whole schedule. This is bad. I am just listening to the clock tick on the sofa with my sleeping puppy.

Advice for the day (since I am here and wide eyed):

Post it- "Don't let your Christmas charity end just yet! Love, God" I will sing unto the Lord because he hath dealt bountifully with me. Psalms 13:6

Can anyone say... Help Haiti!

Girlie- "The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams." Eleanor Roosevelt

Very true and it is in my highly regarded opinion it is also in the hands of those who encourage the dreams of young people. Of course not the violent dreams but dreams none the less. Lets just say I would never go around encouraging a child to brand him/herself with a coat hanger. OUCH!

I think I am going to try to catch 3 hours of zzzzs and then drive to work early leave notes for my substitute and get home and back to resting. Happy dreaming!

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Strep Throat

So I have been laid up at home since yesterday with the most intense strep throat of my life. Monday I felt great and Tuesday my throat was completely closed up. In the grand scheme of things I am glad that I chose to stay home and go to the doctor yesterday versus going to school and being upset with the world. My test came back positive in less than 20 seconds... so fast the control did not have time to appear on the test. So I got a huge shot of antibiotics my first once since 2003 and it did not feel good as well as a prescription.

Yesterday and today brought me rest up to my eyeballs and now I am wide awake. This illness is screwing with my schedule. I also had no substitute plans ready because I felt great so who knows what my students have been doing all week. I just pray that one of them is not eating the substitute alive! He can be especially mean when he wants to be.

Yesterday I watched Julie and Julia and absolutely loved it. It was fantastic although I do not think I could work all day and cook French food all night and then write about it every day for a year. Mostly because Reid would never eat the food and I live in a city void of a great supermarket. We can't even get Quinoa here.

But on that same note I am determined to share daily calendar wisdom with whoever cares to read it (but please forgive me for not doing it everyday).

Post it Calendar inspiration:

Monday- "How about starting the week off with an early morning prayer? Love, God" The whole earth is at rest, and is quiet. Isaiah 14:7

Tuesday- "Gray skies make you appreciate blue skies, don't they? Love, God" A pleasant thing it is for the eyes to behold the sun. Ecclesiastes 11:7

Wednesday- "Maybe someone at work (or at home) will need an extra smile today! XO God" Do good. Psalms 37:27

My quickest thoughts on the calendar notes are that Reid and I have been praying together a lot more than we ever have which is so nice. I feel a lot closer to him recently so my extra smile today is for him and for my friend Amanda even though I did not see her.

Girlie Notes-

Monday- A friend's advice is often worthwhile. Remember, she may have gone through a similar situation. Friends know you, and can help guide you through tough life choices.

Tuesday- She who has the most shoes at the end, wins.

Wednesday- Let's face it: some friends are closer than others. But, that doesn't mean that you can't make new friends, and that you can't make new friends that will become very close if given time and effort. Try to reach out to new people; they will enrich your life, guaranteed.

I like this advice. I can understand each of these things. Yes my friends can help me out, I will never have too many shoes, and I had to make new friends here and I am very close to some of them. More than I ever thought I would be.

Please keep the people of Haiti in your thoughts and prayers. I cannot imagine being in their situation at this moment in time. Their whole world has literally crashed around them and I hope that we all can contribute something to their relief efforts even it is only prayers. I know I am very thankful for all that I have been given.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Weekend Updates

The rest of my school week left me drained. Sometimes high school is such a ride with its highs and lows. I had both this week because it is really hard to look into the face of a medical emergency and stay calm. But I am going to keep the best part of this school week private for now.

I have been at the car dealership all morning getting a new radio installed and I am now the proud owner of a volume button that works. This afternoon will probably be slow I am planning on buying my textbooks online and then finally getting my car washed when it is warmer. Tonight we are heading out to the ranch for a pizza party. And tomorrow I will most likely be at church.

I had planned on blogging from a friend's house Wednesday but lost the calendar pages (which makes you sad I know).

Thursday (my big sister's birthday):

Post-it "I hope you'll have a really good day today! Love, God" Psalms 149:4 For the Lord taketh pleasure in his people.

I think that was for my big sister!

Girls "Do what you want honey... just keep your pants on."

Take from that what you will.

Friday:

Post-it "Maybe you could stomp around in a puddle when you find one today! XO God" Psalms 51:8 Make me to hear joy and gladness.

I really like this advice! It is so fun to remember that we can be kids at heart.

Girls "Womanhood is about many things: being different from men is foremost among them."

Amen! Reid and I are worlds apart sometimes.

The weekend:

Post-it "May a snow angel remind you where snow began. Love, God" Isaiah 55:10 For as the rain cometh down, and the snow from heaven.

It has been cold enough for snow this week but alas all we got was fog and ice. I had the pleasure of morning duty outside with the brave (or stupid kids) who refused to go to the cafeteria.

Girls "Reminiscing with old friends can be a great pastime. Reconnect with them, send an email, or give a quick phone call. You won't be disappointed."

Well that says exactly what we all need to do. Thank goodness for facebook and cell phones.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

What a long day

Today by far was much harder than yesterday. My one and only student was back today but went home sick after throwing up in my ear shot. It was lovely. I ended my school day with a massive headache and the sheer desire to take a nap.

Just real quick:

I love today's not from God... "When you look into the night sky, smile back at the stars! Love, God" Psalms 147:4 He telleth the number of the stars.

I love looking up in the night sky especially during the early summer when it is warm and you can hear nature all around. It really takes me back to high school (my prime, lol).

In other news... : This year, resolve to get closer with the women in your life. If you have a friend that you haven't connected with since last September, try to reach out. Send an e-mail, give her a call or write a quick note.

Perhaps that is easier said than done.

Monday, January 4, 2010

First Day Back

Monday went by so fast! I had planned to get up at 6 so naturally I woke up 10 minutes to soon so I went back to bed until 6:30. I believe that was the best thing to do. Upon arriving at school we had our first faculty meeting of the new year and then I went outside to do my "duty"; 15 minutes of bliss-- watching the young ones chase each other and shiver because they opted not to bring coats to school.

I was right that I would laugh with friends today which I was so glad for. It is hard to believe how much you can miss people in 2 weeks time. I would like to shout out for my friend Shawna who will be a Grandma soon! I am so happy for her and her family.

Now that this evening is upon us I am exhausted but am still planning on going to the store to get a crust to make a quiche for tomorrow to celebrate the new baby. I got Olive and Duke back this afternoon and we have been snuggling on the sofa for a while. Reid is home now and is picking on the dogs. Duke does not seem to be enjoying the attention since he keeps trying to get away.

The new season of the Bachelor is on tonight which is great for women who love to drool over pilots everywhere. And it is good for guys who want to watch girls pull out all the stops to get a man. Overall good entertainment.

In calendar news...

MY post-it today says, "I'll be with you as you strive to reach your goals! Love, God" And we are also reminded of Psalms 105:4 Seek the Lord and his strength.

As of today I still have not made any goals but here is one, I would like to pass my exam and continue grad classes without giving up until I get my Masters.

The girls speak calendar states, "Show your friendship through kind gestures. Spending quality time together, showing that you care through a small note, volunteering to baby sit while your friend enjoys time with her spouse, are all ways that you can show your friend you care."

I also agree with this and I plan to make it happen for someone very soon.

I hope you all have a blessed night!

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Weekend Fun

This weekend I was blessed to spend time with some friends from WT as well as a coworker and Reid and his family. Yesterday I got up early to take my car to the dealership to resolve my radio issue (it is going to be replaced ASAP) and from there went to Amarillo. Reid had asked for some new clothes so I went to pick them up for him and then I went over to Kohl's to spend some Christmas gift cards. Following that I went around with my friend Amanda for a bit and then went to see Up In The Air with a pal named Jess. It was so FUNNY until the end when it wasn't but we loved it none the less (and yes I am typing with purpose)!

Today I taught Primary for the last time (at least for now until I get a new calling) and then went out to the ranch for dinner. I sure do love Lisa's steak and okra. Yum Yum Yum! Now I am dreading the moments when I have to climb in bed and force myself to go to sleep early to get up tomorrow and make it to work on time. Don't get me wrong I am looking forward to it. But I have to get my things together and make sure that I have everything that I will need for tomorrow.

Lessons from the calendar are as follows:

Post-it from God "I know how you can keep your resolutions! XO God" Psalms 37:5 Commit thy way unto the Lord; trust also in him.

Trusting in the Lord is not always easy and it seems that for many of us we choose to rely and trust ourselves in times of ease and prosperity. Perhaps a good resolution to make this year is to rely on the Lord in all situations.

365 Ways Girls Talk "Women are so good at many things. Chatting is foremost among them."

Isn't that statement the truth! I am looking forward to sharing stories with my wonderful coworkers tomorrow and discussing the many blessings we received over the Christmas holiday. I am looking forward to so many wonderful conversations and laughs with the women who support me endlessly during the school day.

I wish you all a wonderful night!

Friday, January 1, 2010

A New Year

Well 2010 has made its big debut in my life just as it has in everyone else's by now. I am not really making resolutions this year because lets face it last year I did not accomplish the laundry goal. However I am excited.

I got 2 really neat page a day calendars this year and am so excited to post their musings here.

The first is "If God used Sticky Notes" and the other is "365 ways girls talk".

Today's post it from God says, "Prayer starts the year on the best footing" and is followed by Psalms 16:11 "Thou wilt show me the path of life."

And my Girl's quote today comes from Oprah and is really appropriate for starting a new year! "I am a woman in process. I'm just trying like everybody else. I try to take every conflict, every experience, and learn from it. Life is never dull."

Today we are encouraged to remember that in a small way we get to start over and make changes, we choose to make things better or worse for ourselves. Which will you choose? We also have the opportunity any moment we want to ask our Heavenly Father for help and guidance and we have the opportunity to thank him for all of our many blessings. What are you thankful for today?

On another note with the dogs... they were not able to ring in the New Year with Reid and myself because they are at the vet recovering from being under the weather. It was the best choice for both of them to go because we did not know who was sick. :(

I suppose I will update on my holiday later once I have my camera software on my brand new laptop.

Have a marvelous day!